“I go out and I get drunk. Then I kiss people. It’s not necessarily that I want to increase the amount of people that I have ever kissed in my life, and it’s not that I kiss people because ‘yolo’. I kiss people for the aftermath. We’re drunk, we kiss, and then you tell me how beautiful I look, or how attractive I am, with a goofy drunk smile on your face. You take care of me and treat me right and it’s all because of the booze. But I don’t care. It makes me feel good, it’s one of the only times I’ll ever feel good. I appreciate it every time because I know that once you get out of that drunken state, I’ll be a normal girl to you again, and I will remain that way. I just want to feel special, and that doesn’t happen when people are sober, because I am not good enough. I am not.”— ‘Drunk’ Y.F.
(via night-star-sky)
Oh please save me
“I must remind myself,
over and over again,
not to fight
and beg
for your attention.”
Meirl
my plan B for everything is to die before it happens
worst part of adulthood so far is definitely the fact that people have the ability to contact me and i have to respond in a timely manner
im sorry to everyone who has ever tried to talk to me and then realized my communication skills are equivalent to a stale piece of bread
Natasha Trethewey, from Waterborne.
